no matter how i tried to convince u notta give up.. u dint seem to get dat idea in.. i told u wad i wanted was not a word of thanks.. but i jus wan u to unds.. notta give up in the face of adversities...

den i tot i wasn ani better miself.. i gave up in the fers place.. but i told u deep in mi heart in actual fact i havent given up..

den on second tots.. perhaps u had ur difficulties.. i unds dat too.. dat's y i dint wan to force u.. but i dint wan u to give up a second time seriously..

althou it's ur fault.. yes ur own fault..
n ultimately.. i feel the pain for u cos i unds the pain of giving up something u love
even if u decide to give up eventually.. i wouldn blame u cos dat process must haf been a painful decision..
my fren....